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Alpha

by Promised Maybes

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1.
The land of opportunity I can't find it now My popularity is going down So will it ever be okay to lie Before we must pay The price with our pride? I know that I have what it takes But that won't be enough this time I know that I won't ever change Listen to me And you might understand The things we can do And the things that we can't And I know it's hard Being who we are But if we find the start We can all go so far I know that I have what it takes But that won't be enough this time I know that I won't ever change And I'll be all right
2.
Besides 02:18
You told me to take a hike Well, I will with pleasure Cuz I'm sick and tired of you Always trying to bring me down There's nothing left where you're concerned But then again - there never was I've been waiting for this I've been waiting so long I'm sick of your shit And I'm glad you're long gone I don't see your face As much as I used to When we were still friends It's bullshit and I never will regret a thing I do Cuz it's still true I still hate you Someone help me Someone save me Tell me what you all have against me I tolerate it But I hate it Like I hate you (You're tearing my heart out)
3.
Cyclical 02:41
I can't believe you're choosing Steve Didn't Saturday night mean anything? A drunken kiss I thought you'd miss Doesn't what we have mean anything? You led me on and now you're gone You led me on and now you're gone I just can't wait to hesitate Cuz I know that nothing will be the same You'll go away, I'll take the blame But who is going to relinquish the pain? We won't be friends ever again We can't be friends ever again I'm feeling wrong - I can't believe it's been so long I really tried to keep this feeling alive But you didn't care that I cared and now it's too late We will never get together again We never will be together I can't believe you're choosing Steve
4.
Deaf Ears 02:45
Did you ever feel like you weren't there? Did you ever feel like no one cared? I'm talking but no one hears a word I say No one is listening to me I am spilling my guts Cuz I need help Oh, please But no one is listening to me
5.
Ethic 03:09
It's time for me to go I need to get away I'm leaving without a plan And I'll never be back this way Just pretend I was never here Don't shake your head And don't blame it on me I turned my back on you Because you turned your back on me And you'll never see me again Why do you always try to bring me down When you know I don't like you And it seems obvious just whose fault it really is I don't want to live a lie like you
6.
Fuck Off 02:12
You ask me what's wrong But why should I tell you? My entire world is falling apart And there's nothing left to do That I haven't done before You don't know how I feel So stop pretending you do I don't care about anything And I care even less about you I even despise me, too I struggle on through life Trying to ignore Everything you've ever said I don't know what I'm here for I'm lost in life and I can't find the door
7.
Gothic Girl 02:21
You changed your God You changed your outlook on life You changed a little bit too much You changed your clothes You changed the colour of your hair You changed from nothing to nothing at all Jill, was it something I said? You changed your face What a godforsaken face In a godforsaken place Okay, so maybe your face is the same Jill, was it something I said? You can do whatever you want to do in your life Just make sure it doesn't interfere in mine Jill, was it something I said? Or was it something you read?
8.
It didn't matter what I said She just wanted to be friends She left me all alone Now and then I think about her Then I stop cuz it really hurts I was disowned so long ago Now I wanna go home Thinking back to how it used to be I liked you and you liked me But things have changed a lot Now it seems we can't even get along Thinking back to how it used to be I like you and you liked me But now it's time It's time for me to leave
9.
I've been waiting for someone special I've been waiting for someone like you And late last night when we sat beside each other on the couch My greatest dream came true I know what it's like to love And I know what it's like to lose And every time I lose myself within your emerald eyes I hope you feel this way, too I don't know when this occurred But I want to be much more than friends Could you understand? That deep down inside I know That I could start again If only I had Jen I held your hand I held your hand And as you smiled at me I knew this was meant to be
10.
They're inseparable They're together all the time They are best friends They whisper on the phone They always wanna be alone They're metalheads One pollutes the air With his greasy stringy hair When his girlfriend permits The other's about 16 He's yet to hit puberty And he sings off pitch
11.
Kased 01:48
If there's something then there's nothing That I have learned about myself I've trusted, I've lost And I have survived your homemade Hell I've learned to deal with the pressures of being who I am When you shaped me, escaped me You left me out to rot and die Construed me, you threw me Into the history of our lies I've learned to deal with the pressures of being who I am You lied to me when you Bragged about your selfish rights But time's passed and you won't last Another nightmare in my life I've learned to deal with the pressures of being who I am
12.
Lefty 02:29
It wasn't long ago When I thought you were cool I thought so long about How I could be like you Could it be there's something more? I'm too good to be seen with you So walk the other way I've been living like everyone And I feel like a fake As time passed on I found that you were just a fraud Complained about my ways Cuz I spoke what I thought You care too much about what others think Could it be there's something more? Could it be I hate you more? Another year and another grade And it's been so goddamn long But isn't that what we both knew Would happen all along? Just leave me alone
13.
Lying in my bed Lost in dreams I never had I'm sick of counting sheep I don't want what I need But something's telling me To get out while I still can I never trusted you Especially not me I've stabbed myself in the back Too many times before And while reality's a bore I think about how cursed I am Yet no one seems to understand That I need to get away But I don't want anything To complicate who I am Or who I might as well just be Similar to everyone I know But I'd really rather not Go down that road again
14.
Don't say I never tried To put it all behind Don't say you never lied You played me every time The confusion takes its toll And I'm burning up inside Because I'd never do what you did to me to you I would never let you down But the past is circumstantial And nothing is ever gonna be the same I wish that I were just like you With the ways that you corrupt the truth While exploiting your fake conscience Cuz humanity's a joke that never made much sense Why am I giving in? I know I'll never win Why was I born to lose? It's not my choice to choose This frustration is killing me And I'll blame it all on you Because I can't forgive all the things you never did And we all die in the end But the past is circumstantial And nothing is ever gonna be the same You never learn from your mistakes You never tried to see things my way And now you've got nothing to say I never made much sense...
15.
I see you standing there A single tear is flowing from your eye And you know that I don't care Cuz it's all part of the master plan of life And I have tried to make you realize That the first time you'll end up getting burned But you should know that it takes time to learn Don't expect the other cheek to turn And don't allow your vision to be blurred Just think about what has occurred It's gonna be okay When I change my mind Is when I'll decide Just what I'm gonna do to you For the things you've put me through I should have tried Images fill my head I wish that I were dead I can't believe I let you go Even though I hate you so Now you hate me instead But then when I think about all those things you said Your words go directly over my head Your tears are all I comprehend And I know you're sad And there you go
16.
Props 01:19
Yes, it's true I grew up listening to Guns N' Roses Like my sister used to do Must have been grade seven When I finally found a comfort Me and my music in my room It was so simple way back then
17.
Quiet Now 02:52
I see you in the hall I want to talk to you But I'm not even sure If you even know my name Or know who I am Or if you even really care Cuz some things are better said than done Does that justify why I feel wrong? I see you in the street Walking with your friends But you stand out Your smile leaps out at me Your hair turns me on, Over, in and out Cuz some things are better said than done Does that make how I feel wrong? You found something in me I lost long ago I wish I could tell you what you've done
18.
Ripped 02:08
You gave me everything Then you took it all away I can't believe that you changed I gave you nothing You can keep it anyway What more is there to say? You dragged me along But I wasn't looking for a ride Just looking for a good time I feel so jaded Like my soul was ripped in two What more is there to do? Are you kidding me? You're kinda killing me I never thought that I could like someone like you
19.
Whatever happened to my life? It used to be all right Now everything is wrong And I don't want to carry on Without the only thing I ever cared for So what's the point of anything anymore? There's no escape From what I'm feeling every day I'm so alone right now And I know I'll always be that way Without the only thing I ever cared for So what's the point of anything anymore? There's nothing I want to live for So what's the point of anything anymore?
20.
Twinged Eyes 02:36
Too afraid to look you in the eyes Too brave to just let go I thought that we'd be one in time Despite the others, I could forgive If you would only change your ways And you were always on my mind (I didn't mind) It's been three years and counting now Since I've last seen your face I hear you're average looking now We never had that dance But you were like a second chance And I was lost till you were found But now you are gone I guess old flames only burn so long Before the memories start to fade And I can't deny I still think of you after all this time I can't believe I just let you walk away You never heard those words I meant to say
21.
Underlined 02:13
I'd say the same words again Maybe not so underlined Maybe not so condescending And I'd do what I did again In my attempts of letting go Of second-hand regrets Would you believe that I have changed? Is it even possible to make you see? I'm lost within myself again Stuck between two guilty eyes She's guilty without reason Still I'd say what I said again But maybe not so underlined Maybe not so condescending Would you believe that I have changed? Is it even possible to make you see? I didn't mean to cause you pain This isn't how I wanted it to be
22.
Vineyard 02:29
There's something wrong But I don't know what it is I'm messed up beyond belief I've taken more than I can give You told me where I should go But I feel otherwise I can no longer be controlled I take too much pleasure in my pride And I lied
23.
Wech 02:58
Remember when it was just you and me Causing shit as far as the eye could see? No one could understand our thoughts How many times did we walk around this town Talking about the things that brought us down While laughing our asses off? Remember when we were stuck in Thunder Bay And we had no ride home until Keatley saved the day? Remember when our girlfriends shit on us And we learned that being perfect wasn't enough? Remember when our band almost got good? Remember how we didn't care about school And how we didn't sell out just to be cool? We were two of the few who were actually ourselves Remember the time I scammed that forty bucks And I stayed at your house and I got really drunk And I almost picked up? I didn't even hold her hand Remember when my furnace broke? We wrote "Acid Boy" and then we almost choked Remember when you made me fall in love with that Jansen girl? What was that all about? Remember always having coffee at the Rec? Remember hanging out at the CLE? Riding rides; Lauren looked 23 Unshaven with a backpack - he didn't get ID'd Moving hay for a different kind of weed You toked; I drank the Smirnoff We were so fucked up - we actually thought life didn't suck We lost those times to an educational institution Semesters of boredom and mass confusion But hey - at least Wech played with Trunk Hey Jer, at least you played with Trunk And I'm sorry about that incident on Rhonda's farm You know, the one in the tent? But it was something we could laugh about While we both tried to figure this life out The Book of Shmoe said "it's all about the plum"
24.
Xyz 04:28
You've made your promises You've lived with regret You've made mistakes like the rest of us And I can guess that it's not over yet You're trying to forget But you're trying way too hard Accept 'cuz it makes no sense to relive the past And the pain won't last If you don't let it start But now that I know there's something... You've learned from experience You've learned from yourself You've trashed insecurities And the memories of what happened once Will not be back again But now that I know there's something I'm afraid It's just it's been too long Now that I know there's something I'm afraid But you were never wrong But do you feel the same? Do you feel?
25.
You 01:49
What in the hell happened to you? You used to be true, you used to be you Now it seems you're somebody else No longer my friend, no longer yourself You changed too much, your mind is not around It left you alone, obnoxious and proud You tried to be liked, you tried way too hard Now you're the "coolest" one around I used to know the real you We used to laugh at what you now do You walk around like you own the place You're such a disgrace, your life is a waste When you see me you walk away Forget all the times, forget all the days I stuck up for you when you weren't "cool" When you weren't a sellout, when you were you Now you're surrounded by fakes Being a loser has never felt so great I used to know the real you We used to laugh at what you now do I used to know - I really did But that old candle is no longer lit
26.
Zosom 03:30
Uncertain; she fears to wait No decision has ever been important Revolve around a ten-minute mistake Knowing nothing, she was thinking even less What has she gotten herself into? What will it take to clean this mess? She can never be clean Decipher; she's made her mind As she throws his picture back onto the shelf She doesn't know herself, she doesn't recognize That woman in the mirror Although she looks familiar What used to be a pretty face has turned to stone She doesn't want to be alone She can never go home Support is not a necessity Merely a want but she won't need anyone But who will later come Eventual and sure All she needs is someone to need her Reflecting as she packs the final box The car is full, there's only room for two Places to go, things to do The future is somewhere down the road She's going to find it The past is nearly out of sight Determined; she ties her hair and shifts it into drive

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Volume 3 of me home-recording 20-year old songs! 26 songs: 1 for every letter of the ALPHAbet!

Volumes 1 and 2 available for $5 download HERE!

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released June 28, 2021

All songs written by B. Tryon and recorded in a small corner of his living room on a digital four-track.

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Promised Maybes Halifax, Nova Scotia

Promised Maybes, aka Brandon Tryon, is a one-man punk band coming out of Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada. He has taken to home- recording old songs written in high school years earlier.

In January 2022, he released his first album of a older acoustic-based songs, "Maybes".

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